seems pretty quiet here lately, last thing i read before today was agnes' post. anyway, after 12 weeks of non-stop stress and work, i'm finally having some time to slack and do nothing, but only for a few days. having easter break for 4 weeks now, but cannot slack too much cos still have an essay due after easter and exams to start preparing for.

it's probably different for most of u guys, but for me, i realise that i'm graduating in another 3 months or so... it's hard to imagine life without lectures, classes, essays, exams... studying seems to be the only thing i'm capable of, and i don't know what to do after i graduate. thinking of doing a master's here since it takes only an additional year, but then what do i do after that?? there're just too much things to think about, especially after being here for almost 3 years, and then having to adjust once again to life back at home. it's almost hard to imagine being back at home permanently.

don't know why, but these few days i've been thinking a lot about the book we did in sec 2 for e lit, to kill a mockingbird. might go and read it again, just a random thought.

anyway, to answer wanting's question, i'll probably be back in sg around late july or early august as my graduation ceremony is on 12 july, and then after that need to sort out some stuff whether or not i'm staying to do another year. so i'll probably see you all then.

haha, just remembered something funny. last week when i was walking into uni, it started to rain, so i went home to get my cap. then i decided to have a slice of bread on the way, and was walking for about 5 mins when i felt something fall on my shoulder. i stopped, looked and realised that a stupid bird had shitted on me. so i had to walk back home again to change my jacket. it was revolting and made me lose my appetite, yuck... haha, hope u found this quite amusing. other than that, nothing interesting happened, have been staying at home most of the time trying to do some reading for my essay and on the internet.

and regarding huiyu's thoughts on blogging, i think the most unnerving thing about blogging is not knowing who's been reading your blogs, so i don't think i feel very comfortable with writing everything about myself in blogs, it's better to keep those to people you know. and ironically, i read a news article online about the sg govt banning blogs that engage in political debates, especially since elections are soon. and then i also remembered the story about the scholarship holder who nearly got sued for something he blogged... so i'm really doubtful about how honest one can be in blogs

ok enough ramblings for now. hope all of you are ok and keeping cool despite all the stress.